Well its been a strange month since we last spoke, I lost my way a bit with my crochet projects. No matter what I tried to do it just wasn’t happening. I felt as though I was watching myself trying, screaming at myself WHAT ARE YOU DOING? YOU CAN DO THIS WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? I appeared to have forgotten everything that I knew and had taught myself over the last few years. It was a very weird experience.
I am happy to report that balance has been restored this weekend and I have managed to finish said project and start two more successfully. That was a very surreal time of my life where I appear to have been dazed no matter what I was doing or facing. I know we have had some upset and turmoil to deal with since Christmas but this I cannot describe.
Feeling lost in one’s self is not a great feeling so I am thankful that I have all of you, my support network, that believe in me, which in turn made me believe in myself again. I knew I could do it, my brain and hands however where in separate dimensions of time as they really were not coordinating at all.
Short and sweet one today, I just felt I needed to get this down off my chest and out-of-the-way so I can move on (hopefully none of this strange behaviour shall return)
I will leave you with a sweet picture I wish I could say was mine but I’d never be able to get my Bengal to sit there and pose for me let alone wrap her in a hat and blanket to pose.
I’d need medical attention if i attempted this 🙂
Love to you all
I’ll be back soon